ME?

I'm nothing compared to what i want to be .
I'm imperfect .
My hair doesen't always fall exactly into place .
My eyeliner tends to be a smudge off .
I don't think i'm ugly, but i'm nothing close to beautiful .
I'm not deeply depressed, but sometimes i just can't find the bright side .
I'm tired of the days where the sun is bright expecting me to shine like it .
I have expectations for myself that i cannot live up to .
I just want to take a walk in the rain, blast music in my ears and forget .
Start out fresh .
Become something different .
Anything but me .